Chapter 6

Hey I hope you still trust me, I feel like I have disappointed you and If I did I'm absolutely sorry, to make up for it I will post this Chapter so this is dedicated to you loyal readers who still believe in me.
Love you guys and Enjoy xx

Zayn told me he had something important to tell me so I was waiting for him to tell me .......

Zayn: so the thing is sort of possibly expected yet unexpected
Me: *omg he is going to admit it* ok
Zayn: I love you Ray, I really do since we were kids ive felt these strange feelings towards you and because of you I can't seem to move on, trust me I've tried talking to other girls but I've always found faults in them that's why I consider you perfect I know you don't want to spoil your friendship with Sarah but if she loves us she would understand dont answer too soon take your time, I'm not rushing you because I know this is hard enough for you as it is...........
10 minutes passed
Zayn: well at least say something like ok I will think about it or anything......
Me:*state of shock even though I expected it* ummm Zayn i don't know what to say......
Zayn: Do you feel the same way??
5 minutes passed
Me: I do, I actually do but I don't know about us.....
Zayn: I think the best way is to tell Sarah then take your time to think about it and I will give you all the space you need....
Me: *isnt he cute?* thanks bye
Zayn: "I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU"
Me: You are just PERFECT...... *too perfect for me*

All through dinner I was thinking about what Zayn told me, I was confused whether I should be with him or not he was definitely the sweetest most unique guy in the world, he made me feel special so I decided to sleep and rest since it was a long and interesting day.........
Someone was calling me...... I tried to ignore it but this idiot kept on calling so I woke up and went to answer the phone......

Sarah's calling:
Sarah: Good morning !!!
Me: ok Sarah ok
Sarah: shfeech ?
Me: *I remembered what happened yesterday and suddenely with a smile on my face answered* nothing absolutely nothing
Sarah: Hey want to do something today?
Me:Yeah sure
Sarah:Whats wrong?
Me: It's nothing lol
Sarah: Someone finally woke up on the right side of the bed !
Me: hahaha you can say that
Sarah: So do you want to go to Active (it's not a real place, I made it up. Its basically a place where lots of teenagers go and do sports and stuff some go because it has every activity you could imagine others just go to flirt with guys)
Me: Yeah sure lets go
Sarah: so what time ?
Me: After lunch at 4 ?
Sarah: Ok see you then
Me: see ya bye
Me:Sarah wait!
Sarah: what ?
Me: Dont invite Zayn please
Sarah: I don't! You usually do ..... But why?
Me: I will tell you later just don't
Sarah: Sure bye
Me:Bye

I checked my messages and told Zayn that I was sort of busy today so I wouldn't be able to talk.....
I would've told him to come but I needed some space to think so I just simply told him I was busy
I showered then I went downstairs to eat my breakfast and say hi to everyone who were all sitting on the sofa watching tv

Me: Good morning
Them: 9ba7 el noor
Me: shlonkom ?
Them: Zaineeen
Dad: Shfeech 8a3da ?
Me: Hahahaha laish may9eer?
Dad: La bas '3areeba
Me: Sarah e6a9lat o we decided to go to Active
Dad: ooooh sh9ayer t6awer mn bas roo7at el malls
Me: Mafy shay nsawe other than that
Dad: Ok entay 3indich el card maltich (membership card)
Me: Ee
Them: Ok go have fun
Zayood: I want to go
Me:.......... Okay I guess but I'm not babysitting you
Mom:If zayoods going then take the maid with you
Me:Fine yalla roo7 barz ashyaik
Zayood:Thanks *he hugged me and went*
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